Me and Heat Don’t Mix

Heat makes me wilt. It makes me feel sympathy for the Wicked Witch of the West after the whole water incident. Heat makes me want to crawl from room to room screaming “I’m melting! Melting!” Unfortunately, the apartment Sweety and I are living in at the moment does not have a working air conditioner. Actually, […]

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Today Was Better

I realize that the last little while has been full of angsty “omg poor me” posts. And I realize that not everyone wants to read about how I feel like slamming my head into a concrete wall. I’m not going to apologize because I don’t have to. This blog is very personal and so are […]

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When the Bad Outnumber the Good

Lately I’ve felt like the bad days have been outnumbering the good days at least 4:1. And I’m really getting discouraged. So this post is going to be short because I need some cuddle time with Sweety and a chocolate bar. I hope that everyone else is having a good day because I wouldn’t wish […]

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Early Post Means Early Bedtime

This post is going to be short because I hardly even feel alive at the moment. I ended up not sleeping last night (Anyone surprised? Anyone?) because I tossed and turned until 4am and had to be up at 8am. Now, I don’t know about you but when I’ve been tossing and turning for four […]

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The Man-Purse

After Sweety got his CVC put in, he was given a CVC repair kit. This kit has clamps, bandages and other items which will help in case something happens to Sweety’s CVC. For those who don’t know how important a CVC Repair Kit is, let me explain. The CVC is basically a tube that goes […]

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Yet Another Sleepless Night

I hate when my insomnia acts up. When I lie in bed for hours just tossing and turning or staring at the ceiling. Those nights when, despite my best effort, sleep just will not come. Lately I’ve taken to just staying in the living room until I find myself close to sleep before I even […]

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Date Night

Today Sweety and I managed to go on our first date since this whole MDS thing began in December.┬áIt wasn’t spectacular as all we did was go to Denny’s. But it was exciting because it was our first date in 7 months. Sweety and I use to go on dates every week. We set aside […]

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Our Love Story

I started writing a journal for Sweety while he was in the hospital. Here is the first part that I wrote. I don’t feel right putting it on my writing blog as it is very personal. I hope you don’t mind me sharing it here.

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Ups and Downs

It always makes me feel guilty when I have my down days because I know that Sweet has it worse. While I have days when I can’t mentally prepare myself for the world, Sweety has days when he can’t physically do anything. One of those days was yesterday when Sweety couldn’t stand up without getting […]

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